Fire, now it's turning blue

So I'm currently under the blankets in bed with my laptop on this gloomy Sunday morning. I'm very apathetic and lazy to do anything. My room's a mess and I haven't even touched my homework yet. Today I have to go over to Brian Do's house to work on Decades. Stuti's group is already done filming! More pressure and everything.. Ahhhhh damn. We're like I'd say half way done filming..? We need like 2 more segments which is about 10 minutes or so? Not bad but still.. It's due this Friday but all I want to do is curl up in bed and disappear until school's over. :(

Lately, I've been very.. silenced. I don't speak out when I'm upset or something's bothering me. I'm a closed book now. I hate how I have expectations for people and when they don't meet it, I'm frustrated and want to throw rocks at them. I hate expectations.