I miss you

I miss my brother from another mother Matt Ho. He's currently in Japan because he is in the Marines and he wants to explore the world. Hmph, I wish he was here instead. It would make life a whole lot easier. I have so much going on, I'm losing touch with reality. Who knows when I'm going to see him again :( He's selfless, kind-hearted, and very compassionate. He wanted to surprise me on my birthday by coming home from North Carolina. I ended up seeing him at school and it ruined his plans to surprise me, but I was still surprised anyway. Even though I was having the crappiest birthday ever, he managed to come through to make sure I was okay. When I was crying my eyes out, he could tell from the sound of my voice on the phone and the next thing I know, he's in front of my door. He tried to make me feel better while I was placing warm towels on my eyes to surpress the swelling, so I wouldn't show up to my birthday dinner with puffy eyes. It's just a rare friendship you don't find everyday.

There's just so much going on and it's hard because everyone else has so much going on too..

Note to self: MAN UP