Capture the moment

I'm feeling rather great about myself and life right now, even if I'm about to enter hell week(s). I just wanted to record how I'm feeling before everyone witnesses my chaotic side, oh joy for the upcoming revelation.

Uhhhh, yeah
I took a nap today, and it reminded me of why I don't take naps. I hate taking naps during the day because I wake up feeling like absolute crap, all dehydrated, dizzy, and dazed. It's freaking terrible. No more naps for me.

Success for 2008 junior prom! Absolute success. Ahhh, senior ball venues this Saturday with the cabinet. By the way, I loveeeeeeeee them so much!!!!!!!!!! Ahhhhhhhh, I really do.

Stephanie and I tried to leave school for lunch but no such luck because the gates were locked. Sheesh, I attend a prison instead of school. They got me all locked up in this junk with crappy food although for $3 I had a corn dog, cookie, and water (it was cold) Well worth the deal but my corn dog had weird spots on it, but I still ate it. Great huh? Hmm..

I miss you

I miss my brother from another mother Matt Ho. He's currently in Japan because he is in the Marines and he wants to explore the world. Hmph, I wish he was here instead. It would make life a whole lot easier. I have so much going on, I'm losing touch with reality. Who knows when I'm going to see him again :( He's selfless, kind-hearted, and very compassionate. He wanted to surprise me on my birthday by coming home from North Carolina. I ended up seeing him at school and it ruined his plans to surprise me, but I was still surprised anyway. Even though I was having the crappiest birthday ever, he managed to come through to make sure I was okay. When I was crying my eyes out, he could tell from the sound of my voice on the phone and the next thing I know, he's in front of my door. He tried to make me feel better while I was placing warm towels on my eyes to surpress the swelling, so I wouldn't show up to my birthday dinner with puffy eyes. It's just a rare friendship you don't find everyday.

There's just so much going on and it's hard because everyone else has so much going on too..

Note to self: MAN UP